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I happened to chance upon this newspaper article that was on the front page. It was about this aged Singaporean couple that managed to stay married for 75 years. Really admired them. The old man aptly said, "Divorce should never be on the man's dictionary." It happened to be a Singapore record.

Sometimes I hate myself for learning corrupt language. It was by accident that I finally got away from my "ah beng" friends. (how ironic). Thankfully, I managed to extricate myself on time, before I became totally corrupt (if exposed long enough). The temple should never be defiled. Thankfully, my conscience still agrees with me on that point, if not I would prolly had a mental breakdown. The act itself is sacred and should only be preserved for marriage. Enough said.

In between crashing physic courses and network engineering in camp, I had time to gaze at the ceiling. Gnashed my teeth at times. Why does the Desert Rose leave such a deep impression on me? As long as the angels protect her safe and sound everyday, I shouldn't care a thing.

Attempts to forget about her failed miserably. Admiring 'scenery' at Orchard with Ginway. Checked. Yuki and Yaki. Checked. MRT rides. Checked. In the end, it just left a sore feeling in me. Arrrrrgggggghhhhhhhh. If war ever breaks out, please Lord, always watch over her, my family and friends. Hopefully we last more than 3 days....Prolly would be called out and take up arms again.

Why does the Lord still loves me, despite me being sinful and crass and evil. Why Why Why? Perhaps it will take me an eternity to find out about His grace, which I desperately need.