Had no dreams just now, or rather no nightmares. I do not know how to describe my feelings now, its an awful mix of bitterness. Tried to pig it out by eating a lot at Bedok, almost attempted to drink some V.S.O.P stuffs, but didn't in the end. Both failed in trying to make me forget my sorrows. It is as if someone forced me to eat gall.
"All I ask is to pass this paper,...is it too much to ask for?"
How do you describe rage, sorrow, helplessness, anxiety and fear in one word? I do not know. Now that I have lost my appetite to eat. Maybe I should look at the Bio Histo CD for solace.
Anyway, here's a little note: Eddie Cai successfully took his N.A.P.F.A. That's all I have to say.