Unplugged

Four days ago, after my little sis plugged out my modem, I could not use afterwards when I attempted to go online later. Called the technical service which failed to lift me from my misery. Day after day, I agonised as I sat for my chem, bio and maths paper. Felt like vomitting after Maths Paper 1, in which 3/4 of the school finished the paper before 2 hrs/found it easy/felt they needed a challenge. *cancel the ones which fit you.

Had a humbling experience. Spent too long trying to prove Mathematical Induction and finished the rest just on time(literally, when I have just anxiously finished the last part, the invigilator said stop), all the while feeling drained and groggy after differentiating so many @#$###@ terms. Guessed that affected my speed and my clarity of thought afterwards. :( . I want to practise on my Maths Statistics afterwards. The scenario above will never happen again. :(

Thought that playing at the same old place would provide a panacea to my nausea. It just provided a short anaesthesia. While the rest were playing with high spirits, I was thinking of the errors I had made. Perhaps I worry too much.

Had a dream about the Desert Rose and I eating a birthday cake together at a canteen, after some major papers. Remembered feeling embarrassed in that dream. Quite weird. Then I promptly woke up.